Allenized by Kris Allen ♥

Sunday, January 1, 2012 - 7:27 PM

Happy 2012 :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :)

Chao 2011,
Welcome 2012!

I think everyone would agree with me that 2011 passed so incredibly fast that it feels like it was just CNY a few weeks ago. 2011 was a year full of both happiness and sorrow for me.

Sorrow because I lost two people who were so dear to me - Siow E Kent(friends since primary and got close in secondary) & Mr Ang(Math tuition teacher for 3 years & my absolute fav teacher of all time). I lost both of them to cancer. But I won't say they lost their battle against cancer, because they persevered and fought till their last breath. They were warriors, man of paramount strength. 他们的意志力都十分强。
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A composition I wrote about E Kent, it was for my first exam of 2011.

Title : Describe a moment when you were involved in a special event. You should describe the atmosphere and emotions of them time. 300-350 words.

"My chains are gone, I've been set free, my God my Savior, has ransomed me" was being sung solemnly. It was an afternoon of despair and grief, the atrocious news hit me like a hurricane, and at that very moment, I felt my heart stop beating for a second.

As I stepped into E Kent's house with a heavy heart, an inner struggle arose within me, do I really want to see my best friend laying in a wooden box? I took a glance around and I saw sorrow looming in the air, like a sea of water drowning us with hopelessness, so merciless and cruel - death, seemed so detestable in my eyes. Teardrops rolled down my cheeks like a waterfall as it did everyone, the indescribable feeling of emptiness suffocated me.

Everyone took a moment of silence to pray to God to lift E Kent's soul and heal this hurt, this pain, this agony. As I gave E Kent's mother a hug, my heart sank, each word she spoke, each tear she dropped exuded an air of sadness, I could feel what she was feeling, which was death as well, for this had killed her a little inside.

As I walked through the valley of despair, I retrospected the moments we spent together, the laughter we shared, the arguments we had, the love we once had(friendship love). When you leave a footprint in sand, it would be washed away, but a footprint in my heart left by E Kent would never vanish.

I took out a picture of me and him, I gazed at his charming face, suddenly, a wind blew and at that instant, I felt his presence with me. I looked above to the sky, seeing the beautiful clouds was mesmerizing and I just knew he is somewhere up there.

I went to the coffin and as I gradually lifted up my eye lids, his subtle smile melted my heart, the biggest gift I have ever received - to know he is in peace. I parted my lips and uttered three words - see you there.
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I quoted some lines from the Bible, quotes and what not. Some words might have been misused and there might be some grammatical error but blah.

This is the picture I was talking about

Other than that, I transferred out of SMKSU this year and started homeschooling. Don't get me wrong, I don't study at home, it's at a center, but anyway it's complicated and every time I'm required to explain it, I get a migraine.

Homeschooling is very different from public schools, yet very alike. Both are strict, but in a different way. Homeschooling is better for education, but public school is more enjoyable because all my friends are there and I love them! But the fact that I still keep in touch with them and we're still considerably close makes me very happy :)
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Went for count down at Sunway Pyramid with Cheyenne, Jia Ni, Jia Wei, Jie Xi & Joey.

My retarded face -.-

Jia Ni's face is LOL

Jie Xi was tearing because she got dumped :'(

Story of her life.

That's all for now.

p/s : I'm gonna try blogging more frequently because I actually enjoy writing quite a bit :)

CKWY

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