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Crystal Khaw Wen Yee

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Sunday, October 9, 2011 - 8:19 PM

Numb

You know when you have one of those days where everything seems to be in the right place yet you're still feeling empty?

I'm not hideous but I'm not pretty.
I'm not dumb but I'm not smart.
I'm not good at any sport.
I'm not musically inclined.
I'm not good at sing.

I'm short & fat.

So, what am I good at?

What can I do to contribute to the society, to my family, to my church, to the world? Nothing. I honestly don't know why on earth am I still alive when so many brilliant, talented, inspiring people are 6 feet underground? Each day passes by without a purpose, I'm just so numb, nothing seems to mean anything, sometimes I just feel like imploding.

What's God's purpose for me? Heck, I feel so distant from God, it just feels like He's so out of reach.. Going to church every Sunday now seems more of an obligation than a privilege, and even when I'm there, it feels like I'm not actually there. Where am I? Now that's a good question. But I don't have the answer to it.

Bottom line, I'm lost.

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